I made it! I survived Phenomenology. Holy canoli. Just to throw some numbers out there…last Saturday, I stayed in the library building until 1:30am, Sunday until 2:30am, and Monday until 4:30. Tuesday, I didn’t leave.
Sorry about the lack of updating, but there was no way that I could have even tried to find time to update last week with all the work I had to do last week. Our third explication for class went pretty well. It was different because we did not really discuss the text in class, so we were kind of on our own for this explication. Like all other explications, it was incredibly difficult to start, but the Sunday before it was due, Brian, our tutor, and his wife Kiersten, the Learning Commons coordinator, stayed until 1:00am Monday morning, just helping us understand the text, write the paper, and edit. Our entire class was astounded at their dedication. Brian was sick, but still made himself available… where else can you get such commitment to helping students understand!? I can’t think of ANY other place. It was one of the most touching things I’ve seen. It really makes me appreciate the attention I’m receiving here, and how easy it is to make the most of my university experience at Quest.
The final paper was… a doozy. I barely finished the explication, when I started working on the final. I had found a paper by this guy, Jaques Lacan, who was a big part of the Freudian resurgence in psychiatry in the 60s and 70s. Unfortunately, the only English versions of the paper, were in books that I found on Google Book Search, and of course there were pages omitted. So (by this point of the class, I had completely lost my mind, and sense of… sleep?) I found the PDF of the French version, and sat and translated it, using 3 different English translations on Google Book Search I had pieced together. I know, I am a loser. It was a pretty tough read, but I got through it. The paper was due Wednesday at midnight, so a couple friends and I decided to try and pull an all-nighter Tuesday night. What started out with five of us around a table in the Library building was eventually reduced to two of us, Nick and me, by 4:30 in the morning. At 6am, we decided to take naps for 20 minutes, one at a time. The whole night we kept encouraging each other and talking about what we were going to eat when the caf opened at 7 am. Finally 7:00am came around. Nick had finished by then… I was a bit more than halfway, so I was kind of anxious, until we walked out of the library building. It was gorgeous outside. The sun was just rising, and there was fog everywhere, and you could barely see the newly snow-covered hills. We went in and had the best breakfast burritos EVER (the eggs and hashbrowns were made FRESH for us), and watched the sun rise while the clouds parted. It was pretty amazing. Nick went down to take a well-deserved nap before class, and I went back to work on my paper. Finishing that paper was like reaching the peak of Kilimanjaro, except without the intense physical toil. Or the outdoorsy-ness. So really, it was nothing like reaching the peak of Kilimanjaro, but it was quite the feat. I counted, and I had gotten 5 hours of sleep in 60 hours. Not healthy, but I managed. The next day, my brother and his girlfriend came to town until Tuesday, so I never really got an opportunity to catch up on my sleep fully, but it’s all good. This block, though still pretty intense, is easier than Phenomenology, so I’m really enjoying myself.
This block is Identity & Perspective, with Paul Burns. So far we’ve analyzed self-portraits by Rembrandt, Picasso, Van Gogh, and Kahlo, read some John Locke, and read a bit of Heidegger’s Being and Time. It’s supposed to be very difficult to read, but compared to Hegel, Heidegger’s like reading Dr. Seuss. (Maybe a bit harder.) He talks a lot about identity through death, coming to terms with the fact that we’re all going to die, social norms about views on death, etc. Really lively and happy things. On top of that, I found it hard to pay attention, with the weather that was going on outside. It was so sunny, but at the same time there was so much fog. Of course I HAD to take pictures of it… but they’re not so great, since they were taken on my computer camera. Thank you photobooth! (?)

It was glorious. Anyway, it’s been a really really interesting class and tomorrow everyone in the class is going to bring in something that we thing represents his or her identity (it can be a picture, song, item, anything). I think for mine, I’m going to bring in my favorite Tamil saying (well, favorite in general) that I plan on getting a tattoo of.
வெள்ளத் தனைய மலர்நீட்டம் மாந்தர்தம்
உள்ளத் தனையது உயர்வு.
“As the water rises, the lotus stem unwinds,
The dignity of man is measured by his mind.”
The quote is from the Thirukural, which is an ancient Tamil work of literature from the south of India. It is similar to the Vedas from the north of India. It is a series of more than 1300 sonnets, all about life, spirituality, religion, duty, love, etc. It really means a lot to me because not only is it culturally relevant (even though my family is Sri Lankan Tamil), but it has a lot of personal relevance. The quote refers to the fact that no matter how high the water gets, the lotus stem must keep growing to reach the surface, where the lotus can bloom. In the same way, no matter how tough life gets, man’s dignity comes from his mental energy to overcome all the impediments.
Yeah! So anywho, this block is going to be awesome. And then? Winter/Olympic Break! No school for March. Gotta love living between a beautiful city and a beautiful ski resort town.
Cheers!